Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
I wish I hadn’t given birth while semi-sitting/laying down.
By the end of my labor I was exhausted. I hadn’t slept more than 3 hours in the last two days (when it all began). The cervidil- and pitocin-induced contractions were pretty much constant and full force. Those last few hours I couldn’t even open my eyes. My OB broke my water at 9cm and I was up on the bar for that last centimeter while pain gripped my belly and shot down my thighs. I finally had to get on the bed because my legs wouldn’t hold me anymore. The back of the bed was pushed up so I was semi-sitting while pushing.
I only pushed for 40 minutes before Jack was born, but all my weight and the pressure of Jack’s body as he moved through the birth canal fucked up my tailbone big time. I couldn’t sit down for weeks – even the pressure of a pillow or a donut hurt my tailbone. It never got better, despite weeks at the chiropractor. Four years later and I still can’t sit for long periods without pain. That totally sucks when you have a desk job!
It was 40 minutes of pushing…40 minutes on my back. Why didn’t I turn to the side? Or crouch? Anything would have been better…