If A Kid Falls Over And No One Is There to Hear It

Jack and I both stayed home yesterday because we’re fighting off some sort of nasty cold. He is fairly better than I am so far, which is ironic considering his suppressed immune system. In between looking mopey and blah, he was eating NON-STOP – just like being on steroids except he hasn’t taken steroids for a week and even then he didn’t eat like he did yesterday. Nothing was satisfying him.

Early in the evening as I was picking up the living room and dining room areas in preparation for a visit from Make-A-Wish, I heard some muffled noises coming from Jack’s bedroom where he was drawing. I called out to ask what was going on but didn’t get a response. A few seconds later, I heard more muffled noise and I asked Jack to use his words because I couldn’t hear him, even as I started walking down the hall toward his bedroom.

When I got there, he was starting to sit up from where it looked like he’d been laying his head against the bean bag chair next to him. Upon seeing the panicked look in his eyes and hearing his heavy breathing, I asked if he was okay. He told me he’d fallen over and couldn’t move his body. His face had landed right in the folds of the bean bag chair and he had felt like he was suffocating. And again, he couldn’t move to get himself more air.

His forehead was sweaty but he didn’t have a fever. Nothing was hurting him, but his heart was pounding with fear.

I called the pediatric oncologist on-call, who asked a few questions about any pains he might be having. She suggested maybe he was dehydrated and said we should have him drink more water and keep an eye on him and his temperature.

The rest of the night he seemed fine, although I did go in and check to make sure he was still breathing before I went to bed for the night. I ran his regularly scheduled labs this morning and the results aren’t terrible – he has an ANC of 792, so he’s not neutropenic, and the rest of his results don’t indicate that he needs a transfusion or anything.

Just…weird and a bit worrisome. My kid was suddenly, temporarily paralyzed and it landed him in a situation where he couldn’t breathe. I can’t even wrap my head around that.